the wait is unbearable now
and i really have had enough...
when will u stop bein blind?
when will u open your eyes to love?
Monday, November 30, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
im gonna BLOG!
It's my first time! never did this before! im feeling nervous, and i have no followers. i dont know if anyone will ever read what im writing, and i dont know if ill write here for a second time at all. but for the past few days, ive been having this weird feeling in me, that i need to express myself. and express in front of whom is not what im clear about. so, why not talk about my own life to MYself?
TALK.
i want talk-friends. it wud be soo much fun to have someone to curl up with under the blanket and tell evvvvrythin that i feel in life. i want to share things with someone. i want someone who'd talk to ME. teach me about life. there r times when i have doubts...about very trivial and very weird things. i want someone who could guide me in my smallest of problems and my biggest of issues. i guess an elder brother wud hv been great for this! life without a sibling is quite good for sure. a monopoly over evrything of the house is a boon. but i sometimes DO wish that i had someone to share my life with. in return , if i'd hav had to share the computer and the TV, i guess i wudnt mind.
Presently, i am my own sibling. i talk to myself, i ask myself if what m doing is right, and i praise myself if i do something good. in that process, yes, i have become pretty self-centered. there's not a single person in this world who i love more than myself. because there's nobody who's helped me more than i have myself. oh well, but thats the case with everybody! we re our own best friends. but NOO,sometimes u DO need PEOPLE. i too want people.
i want love. i want sibling-love, and i want LOVER-love. i want to feel love. and i want to touch love too. and see it. and smell. and more. the day i get a sweetheart in life will be the bessst day ever for me. i knoww i can make it perfect. i can! i just want a chance....
well, great! i actually feel nice writing all this. things have been goin on inside my head, and i guess it can help if i jus pour em out over here. maybe a blogging site can be our..talk-friend. only partly though, cuz it wont talk back... hell its okay. yes i think it is.
ghzlee!
TALK.
i want talk-friends. it wud be soo much fun to have someone to curl up with under the blanket and tell evvvvrythin that i feel in life. i want to share things with someone. i want someone who'd talk to ME. teach me about life. there r times when i have doubts...about very trivial and very weird things. i want someone who could guide me in my smallest of problems and my biggest of issues. i guess an elder brother wud hv been great for this! life without a sibling is quite good for sure. a monopoly over evrything of the house is a boon. but i sometimes DO wish that i had someone to share my life with. in return , if i'd hav had to share the computer and the TV, i guess i wudnt mind.
Presently, i am my own sibling. i talk to myself, i ask myself if what m doing is right, and i praise myself if i do something good. in that process, yes, i have become pretty self-centered. there's not a single person in this world who i love more than myself. because there's nobody who's helped me more than i have myself. oh well, but thats the case with everybody! we re our own best friends. but NOO,sometimes u DO need PEOPLE. i too want people.
i want love. i want sibling-love, and i want LOVER-love. i want to feel love. and i want to touch love too. and see it. and smell. and more. the day i get a sweetheart in life will be the bessst day ever for me. i knoww i can make it perfect. i can! i just want a chance....
well, great! i actually feel nice writing all this. things have been goin on inside my head, and i guess it can help if i jus pour em out over here. maybe a blogging site can be our..talk-friend. only partly though, cuz it wont talk back... hell its okay. yes i think it is.
ghzlee!
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